OUTSIDERS ; simplicity .

YThursday, May 31, 2007' 5:25 PM

todayy is a nice dayy.my mood is like ..hahas.dont noe how to describe..juz veryy happy((: todayy woke up at 10:30.had enought of slp and i had my breakfast and lunch..den went to jurong point to buyy mp3!! ((: bought the zen V plus.hehez.for my sis der first.mine have to wait till june..which is not far from now!heez*high* anywayy..i went to mell,derekh and shijiao's blog.they sounded so..unhappy? haiish..they seems to be so stressed till tt the wayy tt they sayy things dont really sound like them,.quite worried for them.hope they can cope well and muz remb to SMILE~ aft reading their blog..i think i better start to cherish my dayys in Yuhua, so tt i wont regret.. :D ohyya..i miss my dear! haf to go bathe lerr .buaiis!

YWednesday, May 30, 2007' 5:53 PM

yeah! juz finished changing my blOgskin..((: and i want to sayy smth tt i forgot to sayy juz now. to all out there wearing 07 sec 3 camp shirt ppl..u keep complaining the design is so lame and wadeava shit tt you sayy..i want to tell u..you so good..you come design lar..no matter if the shirt is designed by me ornot,i dont give it a damm..u think i want to ar?! crap,man! firstly..the design is not meant to be like this derh..bu becos we are sec3.miss shamsiah scared some ppl dont dare to wear if got design,so she ask me to make a simpler one. secondly..you ppl keep complaining.,but haf it occured to u tt.. if the shirt got design ..u aso complain,no design aso complain..whyy all of you want to be a typical singaporeans?..u dont want ..den DONT wear lar..no one is pointing a knife at your throat and ask you to wear! thirdly..those shapes and things are requested by the t'cher! i am not the one who wan to put tt ..okkay?! lastly..if you dont like the shirt..want to complain.,do it at home..if you think i haf no feelings aft hearing those "soft" remarks..den i haf nth to sayy..but those stupid sound effects tt your made really spoilt my dayy.. and this is onlyy a camp shirt ..how nice you want? only wear it in sch..aso nv ask u to wear out.crap so much..felt so disgusted by some ppl's behaviour..

Y' 4:41 PM

erm..firstly,juz want to tell my frens and ppl who cares abt me..i am alright((: all problems are solved:D so dont worryy..but i am quite happy tt many of my fren do care abt me.heez. Okkayy..let's tokk abt the Maths camp..it was a 2 day camp.ytd,alycia,billy and derek came back to help.it was not really fun,but i did learn alot,and be able to concentrate better than normal dayys..*happy* thnx to Kaijun for bein dere to help me.(:as for todayy..i waited at CU for him for 20 minutes..but i was aso late for 5 mins..i rushed all the wayy there,den i realised tt he was even later than me.lol.:D den we went to sch tgt..and the whole stupid dayy finally passed..and i am here posting.hahas. to yanting JiejiE: i am alrite ler..thnx for your concern.erm,i will find you if next time got a problem tt i cant solve okkay?((: you take care too..[;

YMonday, May 28, 2007' 7:30 AM

erm..i think my dear got everything wrong.the problems are not tt he dont noe,is juz tt when i sayy tt time,i am not sad.and it is tt i lost Mingjie's hp..and some other problems are my familyy..which i dont wish to sayy.and tt's all.as for the promise tt i mentioned..i dont think i intend to let anyone noe,except for my dear.cos i think he is abit worried..

YSaturday, May 26, 2007' 8:41 PM

recently..lots of things happen..i really hope i can go back to few mths back..when the dayys are so peaceful..haf been stayying in my room for dayys most of time ..did my thinking, and resting..and i felt tt i am quite tired.MYE and the problems tt i created recently..are stressing me out,yet i cant find anyone to tokk to.everybody is busyy and i cant call him..den i haf to face all these myself..haiish.actually i am not really looking forward to this holidayys..cos aft holidayy,i am going to experience smth veryy different from the time when i juz started sch at the beginning of the year..Everything is so different..but ..i still haf to keep my promise no matter how hard it is going to be..although i dont really dont wish to make tt promise.,aiya..forget it!dont wish to sayy ler..juz prayy to the god tt i will be fine when sch reopens..((:

YWednesday, May 23, 2007' 1:33 PM

Ytd never went to sch and slp all the wayy.heez.todayy i veryy guai,i went to sch.was another boriing dayy,playy ball games((: den watch movie byy gurmit and fann wong..forgot the movie's name lerr..lol.but i was slping like a pig..cos reallyy too tired ler..anywayy the school ended earlyy, at abt 12 plus..so i called him and we walk home tgt. let's not tokk abt other thing..i want to highlight to someone..i dont intend to use veryy good english in my blog..but it does NOT mean tt i haf terrible english..even so..you are not in position to comment ..but i will be glad tt i receive comments..((: few dayys back,my dad gave me an article to read..it was a story of a university lecturer..she was told by the principle tt he received an envelope tt has 38 pages of badd comments and rubbish tt sayys really bad things tt spoilt her image..the lecturer was really upset.she thought she was really wadd it was mentioned..and she felt badd..aft not long..she was enlightened..she thinks in this wayy: good comments is definitely better than bad comments..but badd comments is better than no commments..cos if one have no comments abt them,means tt they are not noticed..a person tt no one cares..And ppl who write the 38 pages comments,are juz wanting to see me fall and be the loser..so whyy should i mindd and fall in to the trap..i rather i continue like nth happen and will change for better if the comments is true.. i agree with the ladyy's thinking..so from now on..i will not post abt tt nut lerr..(:

YMonday, May 21, 2007' 4:54 PM

todayy..it was so fun.the first thing i on the computer..i saw the nut tagg..mayybe my mood was better,so i decided to playy along with the stupid nut ((: nvm..let tokk abt todayy..was in sch boring like hell.cos all my frenz were not here(at camp).so was watching movie and playying ball..i can onlyy sayy tt e5'o6 simplyy rawks.theyy playy veryy well((: heez.i was there screaming and cheering for them.:D but hate the sight of some FATSOs..theyy lose den start to curse ppl to fall.. den aft sch..((: went out with *him.not going to say much..juz want to share abt this incident..we were on the bus.den we saw this lower sec boyy drinking a bottle of soft drink..den he tear the wrapper and roll it up..and he put it inside the half filled drink,shake it and he actually drinked it..!! disgusting?? lol..weird ppl !

YSaturday, May 19, 2007' 11:24 AM

actually i really got no mood to post these few dayys..and never intend to..till i read tt stupid NUT tagg in my blog.. i never wanted to care abt this person.but becos of my mood..i wanted to act childish tis time..! toNut:u think u not uglyy,izzit? if u critisize abt ppl's look in blog..and never dare to leave your real name..it shows tt how uglyy is your heart and how coward you are..hiding behind a name and make stupid comments.Doing all these,even how pretty you are,aso no use.and so wadd if i am uglyy? at least i haf my confident..dont you noe confident is more impt than looks..do you need me to teach you?i think you seriously lack of confident tt whyy you need to stepp on ppl to make urself "higher".. if i am wrong abt you..and if it is becos you simply hate me,so u did that..den i tell u..I DONT GIVE IT A DAMM! cos having one more person to hate me..i haf no feelings..cos i still have frenz there for me..instead..i am more worried abt you..with you character..i dont think u can haf many fren..cos u onlyy want pretty fren..and not manyy wants frenz like you.. soryy..a long post.I alreadyy tried my best to ignore this stupid person ler..but my temper can onlyy endure till now..pardon me..(:

YFriday, May 18, 2007' 8:42 PM

Jingyi is the STUPIDEST girl in the world.!!! she scored BADLY for MYE,and made her mummy, ppapa, granny and grandppa dissapointed..she let them down..))': not really in mood to post.. to *U: ..sorryy,.promised to wait for you der,.but i did nott..hope you can understand..see you on mondayy..I love you..

YThursday, May 17, 2007' 5:47 PM

my cousin..cute?? :D

hEllo kittY..!!

siMplyy lOve it ((:

tOok it when i was tidying my tAble..xD

todayy is definitely not anyy better than ytd,,
First..i am still sick.fever has gone down abit,but still hot.so i am not in best condition to go sch..
secondly..it of course becos of EXAM!..haiish, really dissapointed in myself.TOTALLY..!!!! i really feel like smacking myself !i failed my geography .u noe??!i dont even dare to tell other i am from 2e5 last year,when i always scored A for it..crap!worst to come..my chinese,my onlyy strong subject..got onlyy 64..whole of my lifetime,this is the FIRST time i got lower than 70 for chinese. wadd consoled me is tt i passed my chemistry..54/85,(i noe it is not veryy good too).more to come tml..scared tml got more "suprises" awaiting for me..)):
Lastly.,i dont really wish to sayy..juz wanna sayy i HATE daBian..(dont be suprised..daBian is the one tt yvonne did mentioned before in her blog if u read it..they are the same person..)

ending here ler..haf to rush the design for maths camp tee..((:

to Jiayu:Thnx for your hello kitty :D

YWednesday, May 16, 2007' 7:02 AM

Woke up damm early..ytd,i sayy how i felt in sch..den when i go home..i took my temperature,38.5..i am having a FEVER !stupid..last dayy of MYE should be a happy dayy..yet i fell sick..)): so i spent the whole dayy in bed resting..till nite den eat panado..den i felt better..but todayy..the temp go up again..it is BACK!!~ )": haiish..it really feels terrible to be sick..sadd~~~think going to spent todayy in bed again..

YTuesday, May 15, 2007' 12:00 PM

erm.,before i start to sayy abt this terrible dayy.,i haf to apologise to *him..for not making an effort to tell him abt it.I 'm sorry... erm.,actually..i am abt tired recently.,but i promised,aft todayy,everything will be back to normal..hope you can understand..((: back to abt todayy.. todayy was raining heavily..and plus tt i didn't brought my jacket with me..i am veryy veryy COLD! half wayy the exam.,i am trembling..den my hands start to numb..my teeth were shaking like hell..finally..my hands got no blood..meaning, it is WHITE! tis is the first time i felt so terrible in sch..now having a FEVER..i think is becos recently haf been staying up late and nv drink much water..haiish.hope aft MYE,i can relax and rest well..and,i dont want to go doctor.!!)":

YMonday, May 14, 2007' 1:41 PM

todayy went out with my my frens to buyy yongfu 's birthdayy ..erm..walk for like damm long den finally found wad to buyy.i finally noe hoe terrible it is to buyy a guy's present..nth much lerr..oya..the dayy before ytd is 12 mayy!! hehez.,.anywayy was abit unhappy abt someone who bullied my mummy..HUMPH! juz hope tt my mummy can find her prince charming who is much more times better than *him*..and lastly i want to tell my mummy if she happens to see: stayy happy and not affected byy him..you can do it derh!! Jiayou..mell,me and maybbe your other fren,will be there for you de.. ((: SMILE~~ :DD erm.,i haf lots of things to tell ****.,but didn't haf the chance )): I love you..((:

YFriday, May 11, 2007' 9:46 PM

tOdayy was intending to go sch at 10 derh..cos i dont haf paper in the morning..den have A maths paper 2 at 1030.while slping..i received shiin's msg abt going to sch at normal time..i see the time..it was abt 7:05..den i called my mum and told her tt i go to sch on my own..den i rush like hell..brush and wash up,changed my uniform and tie my stupid and messyy hair.(it was seriously messy)..at tt iem time it was raining,but not those big der..den i walked super fast..finally,reached at abt7:20barh..!smth happen..and i was really sad..dont wish to sayy..den aft went to foyer and studyy with my frens..den aft paper..went home lorx..((: nth much to sayy..cos exam period is damm boring.haiish~~

YThursday, May 10, 2007' 2:55 PM

i draw derh..!!

nice..?

satisfied..((:

Oops..sorryy.my pic again..hahas.xD

erm..todayy had my E maths paper 2..kinda easyy,but i nv check..so should be haf many careless mistakes.haiish.i think my this year MYE die ler larz.i better dont think abt it ler..cos i am going to work hard for next time.!!jiayou..! short post here..lazyy to post..anywayy done my art ler..

YWednesday, May 09, 2007' 2:38 PM

*dayy-dreaming*

rEsting..

er..wad am i doing??of cos is taking photo larz..

ytd was like hot until..like dunooe wad shit..i couldn't slp whole nite!den woke earlyy to bathe,den went to sch..earlyy in the morning..den i provided the mosquito their breakfast..am i noble??hahas..den had myy social studies paper and chemistryy..both quite easyy((: den aft sch..walk home with ming jie and chee san..den waited at bus-stop for nth..den cheesan boarded the bus..and i and tt supid idoit baddie mingjie both went home too..On myy way home,i was like super boring,den i went to buyy choc and tibitts.xD.while eating..i walked around..hahas.i walk the baskettball court den to huayi tt route ,den to shops..tennis court..HDB flat ..market and finally my HOME !! hahas..i think i too crazyy ler..actually todayy got plan to go somewhere derh..haiish..dont wish to sayy..disapointed))':

Juz now had nth to do.,den i did some thinking. i want to be a STRONG gal..i dont want to cryy anymore..i dont want to drop tears anymore..i dont want to get touched for small things anymore(there are exception..)..i want to learn to watch ghost movie ALONE..i want to do evrything tt other gall can do..!! except physically activites..cos i am scared of heights..hehex.tt' all.hope i can do it all..wait and see..((:

haf to get readyy to go out lerr..Jiayou!!

YTuesday, May 08, 2007' 6:04 PM

todayy went to school as usual..den had my english paper,den follow byy A maths paper.the A maths paper was like quite easyy..but i dont noe how to do when the qestions apeear infront of me..cos i didn't remb all those impt points.shit it!!haiish..its over..dont wish to think abt it lerr..)): aft the paper..i went home..and was like super uncomfortable..flu..!!ytd thought will be well..so onlyy buyy flu medicine..nv went to doc.regret ar!now was like sweating but i am cold..!!everything is going wrong in my body..)": anywayy..hope i can do well for tml's chem ..JiayOu JiayOu JiayOu,Jingyi!!heez.xD Happy 17 th birThdayy to mell..((: *huggies* stayy pretty.xD and of cos..happy birthday to Ning~ too !! :D *misses and love*

YSunday, May 06, 2007' 7:28 PM

todayy is a real boring dayy..stucked in hse..was readyy to watch my jolin's show..den was replaced by tt stupid presentation.luckliyy..the most fortunate thing is tt channel U is showing [ sWeet bRide 18 ]..YEAH!! Ooooo.hahas.*super high* cant believe it..i missed it so much..i fall in love with korean is becos of tis show and Full house..((: still remb tt time holidayy..i watched all the episodes at least 6 times ..whahahas..its sweet and funny..xD.went out to haf my dinner,and now waiting for my cousin to come up..cos she needs help in her studies.. haiishh..didn't hear the voice tt bring joyy to my heart..

YSaturday, May 05, 2007' 4:36 PM

woke up damm earlyy todayy..4 plus and den back to slp till 7:20 to eat my breakfast..den went back to slp till 8:45.den had my tuition at 9.sadd): missed my doreamon show!!agrh..whyy cant the tuition be at 10:30??stupid..den during the tuition,i was likde veri sleepyy,den muliang(my t'cher) asked me if i want to wash my face 5 times lehhs.lol.cos too tired lerr..den when he was teaching the descriminant of the roots..he used D1 to represent the first ans..D2 to represent the second ans..he den used it to explain the whole question to me..halfwayy he explained..i cant hold out.and i laugh out..hahas.cos he was like calling me and derekh.when he asked me whyy..i said nth.,but i was still tryying to control my laughter..my sis aso,.cos she heard it before..den we were making eyes.lol.xD.finally the tuition ended..my dad came back from orchard..we went to boon layy to haf our lunch.came back lerr.,den my whole familyy was like in a state of ...all pigs sleeping tgt??ya..we were all sleeping..i woke up first,cos i went to slp first..den i am here posting..and rite up next is..revision for exams..so,, BYe! AnneyongE kaseyo!((: thnx for your encouragement,,i will JiayOu derr..heez.

YThursday, May 03, 2007' 1:34 PM

hope this doll tt derekh give derr can help me in scoring well for MYE..

*SMILES*

Gosh! todayy is the first paper for MYE,,.the first paper is English which i dont wish to sayy..i felt tt i didn't do veryy well..as for Geo,it is onlyy okkayy larz.not veryy well done but at least i noe almost all the answer..((: aft the paper.,den i went home straight..and i am here posting.((:

Anywayy..the voodoo has a name.hahas..it is called d3!! xD

YWednesday, May 02, 2007' 3:47 PM

alwayys kept with me..

siiva's hair..did u see the "hole" in her hair??

me..minn..and shiin.Frenz foreva! *muacks*

sorryy for being rude to her..but good things are meant to be shared..izzn't?

we saw smth..!!

todayy..veri cold and reached sch veri earlyy.so i was sitting at the canteen doing my A maths.den went home shortly aft aseemblyy.super short post!! nth to rite marh..lol.xD

It mayy be your character tt cause you to think tt wayy..but it hurt me deeply when i read the msg."it tells alot abt you..".my heart scattered.i know it is my fault to tell others,but they are my closest frenz..i trust them,so i tell them.even i wanted to share my feelings with you.,it is so difficult becos of me..i dont noe wad to sayy..haiish..maybe i love u,so i should learn to love ur character too?..i tryy..

YTuesday, May 01, 2007' 8:21 PM

Times flies.!juz a blink of eye..and MYE is juz the dayy aft tml..whOo..i am not sure if i am prepared for it.hahas.anywayy,todayy i spent the whole dayy in my room studyying A maths.haiish.listening to the same disc for more than 7 times,cos too lazy to change..den finally,i am putting my legs infront of the COM and..POST !! xD. so tired..*yawn* think going to slp really early todayy.whahas..PIG? of cos NOT! hehez..juz resting to restore energy for longer journey..lol(an excuse onlyy)..abit crazyy todayy.hahas.i aso dont noe whyy..((: