OUTSIDERS ; simplicity .

YTuesday, October 31, 2006' 12:58 PM

erm, actually i am quite stupid in making blog.haish..tt why i cant even link ppl.sian.but lucky got derekh to help me.hahas. todae, i veri sian.nono.should be everidae..everidayy aso got dance practice!!sian.den ltr nidd pass charger to Mingjie..juz likedat, nth ler!! nth tuhh do neh!.wad a boring lifestyle.xD abit lazy to continue ler.

YSunday, October 29, 2006' 1:35 PM

lOng time nv blog lerr..cos no time to online,as i am crazy wactching [[Goong]].juz manged to borrow frm my fren..veri difficult, cos everione is crazi abt it.so many ppl want to borrow.hahas xD.after finished watching it, i learnt more korean words.so now..i cant use korean to introduce myself and sae simple words:)although my progress is quite slow,cant help it.i juz plain stupid.rite??aniwae,the dae before ytd..i emailed my fren in japan.actually it is a exchange programm by our school and hers.we will contact each other through e-mail.then till feb,they will be cuming to our sch.lookin forward to it.eventhough the other person is not a handsome,still fine wif it lar.hahas.from the letter she gave miie..i find tt she has smth common wif miie.it is tt she aso like cartoon ,juz like miie.hahas..she draws alot of cute decorations in it..which i often do so in my notebk or tb:Dhope tt we can close frenz..hehe. tml going back to sch to hand up the choice of my subjects..veri happy.for next yr, i will be taking add maths,physics,chemistry,and ssGe.not sure if i cant do well, but i will do my best !!hahas.

YFriday, October 20, 2006' 7:11 AM

ytd, i went tuhh commonwealth sec school with xin yi, angella, jia ying,man yu,garrison, irfan,ming jie,chee san, raymond and stanley. we left the school tgt for lunch first at [[cu]], then we took the bus 187.not long, we reached the school, we felt abit not used to it and unfarmiliar as it is not our school.it is their "di pan".we were lead by a man of near fourties,Mr.ivan goh to the a.v.a theatre.when we reached there, we stood there a while. they were saying smthing, but i was too short to hear wad they sae.so i told angella tt i want to look for handsomes.hahas.as we are on the second floor, i looked down and tt stupid stanley gave a big push on my head when i looked down,and euu noe wad?? my hair is messy!! i fellt like steppin his leg and gif him a 60 %tight slap across his face.hahas:)kiddin..after tt, den i noe wad happened..we were too early.den guess wad??we were supposed tuhh be there by o2:30, btu we were there at o1:27!! omg! too early neh. but nvm, we went to the hall first and den we proceed to the theatre when a gal who came to call us there.when we went in there, it is abit small, but it looks better then yuhua..the chairs are lot better than yuhua's wooden bench:( the it was veri cold as i am sittin under the air-con..haish..stupid hor??hahas.as we were early, we waited there, onlie our school..then we chatted among ourselves .ming jie and chee san keep making ppl laugh.and they tokk lots of crap. our school took 11 seats,which is almost 2 rows.the first row is stanley,raymond,manyu,xinyi and jiaying.den the second row is chee san, ming jie,me, angella, garrison, and irfan.finally, all schools arrived.our sch were the fourth to present.and we did it!! we managed tuhh present our slides to 'em:)yeah!! and i am veryy sure tt our sch is not the last..as shuqun secondary did not perform veryy well.pp slides is plain and [[mc]] is not speakin well ..in the end..commonwelth sec won .although we did not win, we still felt happy as we noe tt we did really well and put in lotsa efforts..hahas.a t abt 5 plus, the programm ended, and we took bus home..

YThursday, October 19, 2006' 7:42 AM

ytd,i made a decision which hurt someone..i am really sorry.how?wad can i do??haish..but there is also smth tt make miie veri happi, cos i manged to [[xia yao]] ytd durin dance practice!!hahas..and we learnt a new religon dance.it is fun as the teacher is back to teach us.ytd is the first dae i saw her,and she is really slim eventhough she had juz given birth.hahas..she is a nice teacher!!..aniwae, i goin to commonwealth sec school ltr, for cyber wellness.like shit lor..veri tired still nid to go.somemore is last minute den noe de..lucky man yu manged to help us alittle.thnx god!! :) hope everithing will be going on smoothly ltr..

YTuesday, October 17, 2006' 2:03 PM

english papers given out todae.the results is super disgusting,55!!like shit..my geogarphy onlie scored 64.haish..am i not working hard.. or am i juz plain stupid??...dont want tuhh think abt it ler.nth can help it.now,results out,i shall continue my important mission [[sleepin]] [[learn korean]]..hahas:) Now i veri hungry.juz now when i walked home,too tired tuhh buy lunch, den went home straight away..now regret lerr.home gotta nth tuhh eat.nvm..ltr goin tuhh seven-eleven to eat instant noodles.hahas....NONONO..i should be goin down now.cannot stand lerr.really hungry...!!!

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YMonday, October 16, 2006' 6:17 PM

OMG!!my results are out todae..although it is not veri high, still acceptable..what shocked miie is tt i passed my maths, and i am able tuhh take Add maths.Yeah!!hahas.for other subjects like literature and history quite okay lar.range frm 66 to 69.hahas.as ferr science,onlie paper 2 is given out, which i got 80 plus.chinese i abit dissapointing,onlie 79.5,sian liao[.._ ] but at least i managed tuhh passed all the subjects.now can relax like hell lerr.Todae, miis lee asked us tuhh volunteer to go childcare for somth,i volunteered.i looked forward to it!!imagine playin wif those innocent kids.whaoo!i guess it will be nothing but fun.todae, abit sian.went home immediately after school.guai ?..sick and tired of hearing it, and i dont admit i am one.hahas.sae one more time, i kick euu down the drain.whAhahaha..

YSunday, October 15, 2006' 3:07 PM

My feelings todae is dammed idoit..i felt tt i hate everithings now..HOW? i juz hop tt i can go through my whole secondary sch life quickly and happily.dont want any more other affairs to affect miie..haish.forget it.i must b happy,cos todae ish xinyi's birthdae ..hahahs:)juz hope tt she can stay happy foreva. i always wanted all my frenz tuhh be happy, cos i felt miserable too when i see them unhappy.tOdae,in the morning..i went to haf breakfast wif my aunty.she told my parents the current situation of her daughter, which ish my cousin.she is 19 tis year,married,wif a one year plus son.when i heard her story, i felt terrible.when i got home, i thought for a veri long time.i wondered how long can a true love last..i want tuhh noe if i shoulf trust it ..i thought of alot of things..then i relised tt i cant trust it.i doubt the reliability of a "love",and i think i hate ppl who always sae"love euu forever", "my love ferr euu will never change" so easily and nv gif a thought abt it if they really do.They felt tt saying"let break up..we are not suitable" is end of story, yet it is never true.the other party haf to bear wif the pain, which may or maynot heal.although is it easy to sae those words, but i felt tt those words should be said wif much consideration if they meant it.Once the words are said, it represent responsibilities.after seein real life drama,,i knew i will never accept a love tt i am not confident of.when i said this ..i hope i m up to task...

YThursday, October 12, 2006' 9:40 AM

Yeah..todae, i went to youtube tuhh learn my korean language.Not sure if i can learn it veri quickly.i hope tt i can learn it, so i can speak it fluently, and dont nid my notebk wif miie ferr reference..hahas :) juz now in the early morning,my Papa, sister and miie went to Jurong lake park for a morning scroll, and we played wif the equipments. veri fun.i enjoyed the swing most.i felt tt i am the female lead in the korean drama, when i swang up high.my day dream:[[ my "xxxxx" pushing the swing, while i sit on the swing..]]hahas..abit impossible.nvm,in the future,it will come true de.aniwae, halfway through, my sis haf tuhh rush back to sch for dont noe wad shit test, a sudden one..veri funni hor.i aso stunned when my mum called my sis tt her frens sms her tt she gotta a test.lucky not miie.hehes..aniwae, ytd i completed my last test.Yeah!! the next few daes, i am goin tuhh enjoy myself..how? of cos ish SLEEP!!hahas..

YMonday, October 09, 2006' 2:10 PM

haish..i felt tat my life is so boring.cant go out wif frenz,cant sms,cant call and chat to the guy i like, cant do anything except following my parents' instruction. Yet i can do nth abt it, who can now wad i am goin through??? :(erm..wanna apologise to "him" for not fufilling wad i promised him..sorrie.sorry...sorry...sorry... todae..maths test like shit lor.one whole graph question blank.I veri pro hOr?hahas..luckliy i managed to complete one..lose 6 marks.but better than 8 marks hahas.aniwae, it dosen't make any different, cos my other subjects sucks too..heehees.regret not workin hard for the past few mths, slpin like pig.nvm lar,cant undo lerr.regret is juz makin my life worst gd news ferr miie is tt i can go library tml..yeah!but not wif my frenz.DIAO...jkjk.better than copin in hse wif my papa and my sis..

YMonday, October 02, 2006' 4:45 PM

todae, we added a new member in to our ap family.noe who? hahas.it is raymond..in our family, we haf xinyi, jia ying, kaijun, ming jie, raymond,and finally miie! xinfu ma?hahas.todae, we took alot of photos in the prefects' rm.veri fun!den raymond haf a viedo tat has pose frm one to ten..dammed funny.and haf a photo in which ming jie looks like a corpse.heehee..miie and xinyi veri zi lian, keep takin photos.it is a great dae.but wad spolit the dae is some dogs out there screaming at us tat we are veri noisy, like mad derr.haish, nvm , dont argue wif animals..they think they veri quite, disgustin.they tok like barbarians lor.smtimes, i feel like quiting the board.cos the board is like full of "fightness in the dark".i m not sure if it is true, but i felt stress whenever ther is meetin, wheneveryone is present.on the other hand, if i quit, all my hardworks tt i haf put in, will b in the drain..wad should i do?..lucky i haf my ap family wif miie..yeah!!